THE GOODBYES
Since I’m stuck here in Malacca with all the dudes gone back to their comfy homes, I’ve decided to again spend my lonely evening blogging about nonsense. Well this week I’ve seen a few friends graduate from the academy. Now with the Academy trying to speedup our progress, more friends are leaving by the week. It is now more quiet in the academy with less "monkeys" around. Just realising that my batch is now the seniors. We are already "oldies" or in other term "LEGENDS".. GOne were the days I can refer to some seniors for advice and tips on which instructor is more easy going and which is to be avoided at all cost. Plus my list of prank victims has shrink drastically. I have now less victims to choose from.
Guess this is life. Everybody has to move on. There’s always so many roads to choose from in life. Of the 22 years of breathing, i have learned much about parting with friends and people which i guess everybody would. The people i know, comes and goes like the clouds and winds. Having a dad that requires me to move around when i was a kid, actually showed me the "world" alot. I sometimes envy people that have friends from kindergardens and primary school. As the time spend building friendship during this period of time has always been long lasting ones. I in the other hand, have very few to boast about. Now I cant even remember their names with images of their faces rapidly fading away.
With my own graduation day just around the corner, i again face the same situation I hated the most. GoodBYES. Even though I know the line of work I’m heading to is a very small "world" and chances of working together is very high, but theres always a feeling of not wanting to take chances of losing friends. Initially before i started in the academy, i had set my goals and stand my ground of joining XXX company. But then after making friends and realising that most of them are going to join YYY company, I have my doubts. Since young i have been very confident of what i want and get what i want. But now i do not know where i stand if i was to given opportunity by both companies. To join a good (well at least good in the sense of having a fantastic future) company or to join all my friends (with all the wacky dudes around).. So i think now only time will tell regarding my final decision and hopefully it’ll be the right one…..
