Closer To Heaven

  This one week i’ve noticed i really changed in attitude. Not sure why the anger and frustration keeps building up without reason. I was almost upset about everything. Everything irritates me. My temper keeps boiling and boiling. The feeling of "i dont give a damn" is back. For the past one week the only thing i did was study. I dont know why i keep calling my friends out for "makan", i got this urge to call them out to hangout.But most of them just give me lame excuse, can’t you people find a more creative excuse.  I mean everytime they were in "deep shit" they would call me out. I would sacrifice some of my time just to cheer this people up. Now asking them out for a drink is like asking the God to pour snow on Malaysia. Well maybe everybody is taking different course and some are already working, they wont have anytime for old buddies. New friends are made, old friends are forgotten. "Buang yang Keruh, Ambil yang Jernih." This is the type of people that will turn up during your funeral to say "He was a Good friend of mine", what a disgrace. Well i wish this people all the best in whatever they do. Just dont turn up when trouble hits YOU again, cause i have enough of it being your dustbin where you dump your "shit". From now on I would want to have only Good Friends, although that there maybe only a handfull but it still is far better than having so many friends that dont give a damn whether if i’m still breathing.